hypocrite

i haven't eaten in a couple days. just a few bites here and there. i just haven't had an appetite. this is exactly like last year....the way i felt...
all i can think about today is how he'll be with her. already. his new valentine. when just last weekend we were going to be valentines....he just dumps me and goes straight to her, less than 24 hours later. actually, i think he asked her out before he dumped me.
they'll probably kiss. exchange gifts. hold hands. and all i'll be thinking is "you just had sex with me last weekend...just told me you felt the same way for me.....just told me about how much you wanted me in your arms...and yet you do this to me?"
i understand his reasoning completely, i just find it highly unfair. what's fair about abandoning the one person who loved you as much as i did? and then going on talking about how you do everything for everyone, but not enough for yourself?...but now you're going to. you can be such a hypocrite.