wow

what just happened?

That was absolutely amazing. I feel bad, but then again...I feel absolutely great. I'm proud of myself actually. I don't feel like I'm in agony because I've "fallen in love" with him again, and I only feel slightly bad.

I feel wonderful.

It was a one time thing. It was on a wim. And it was nice to feel connected again.


I will expand on this later. it's Gossip Girl time.