I'm in the habit of having what I don't want.
I'm just a hologram, you can see
but don't touch me, baby.
oh, I bet you want me.
It's peculiar how music can fit situations so perfectly.
I'm frustrated. This weekend is turning out to be extremely....boring. There is not other way to describe it. Of course, this had to be the weekend that Claire gets grounded, so I can't spend the night, and then get basically blown off. Kind of.
I'm also tired of this pattern. When I actually try, I feel like we just get farther apart. But when I get that confidence, and that mind set that I don't need him, then he's the one always texting me, and trying to talk to me. It's the whole "hot and cold" deal, which frustrates the living hell out of me. I'm not saying that I want him again. I just want to be friends again.
It's not like he's really replying to my texts now; he probably has his pants off and just can't get to his phone easily.
I know. That was bitchy. I think it's my pms. I think if I wouldn't be pmsing, I probably wouldn't even care this much. But right now, I do. And I hate it. I don't like caring sometimes. I like going with the flow...and I just got on that track.
But summer is coming up soon and I'm very excited for that. It will be a summer filled with theatre, swimming, sun, and new love :) (haha or so I hope).
Not to jinx it, but next weekend better be good. Or at least Saturday. Spend the night, if you wish.
;)
But oh if you don’t want me though
I’ll only want you more
I fall in love with hard to get
You know you’re just like me
A mystery with nothing more to see
A virtual reality
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