I find origami highly therapeutic. "Why?" you may ask. My response would be "because it's Asian. That's why".
I am feeling very at ease, yet at the same time very stressed. I am at ease with my life, and my internal feelings towards it. My "D" is actually a "C" for the time being, so that makes my frustration level go down a significant amount.
My stress is caused by (you named it), school. With finals coming up, and an IB test next week, I need to buckle down. And how many times have I said that? I'm not even going to count.
Back to last night's post that was rudely interrupted by the broadcast of Gossip Girl:
I can't describe my happiness. I didnt' feel any worry, or any confusion yesterday after he left. I felt like I just had fun with a best friend. Nothing more, nothing less. There might be a possibility in the future....but I wouldn't count on it, and don't expect it. Expecting things to happen just wastes time. Letting things happen is living life. (new philosophy on life)
I still feel a little bad. After he left I got online and she fb chatted me and I was like "oh heyyy". It was just weird. But fun to have that secret, you know? (is that absolutely horrible of me?)
It was very nice to feel close again. And connected.
Like I said before, I'm pretty excited for the weekend. These weeks seem to drag on too slowly.
Sunday I get to see Kyle again. I am very excited.
The sun is shining for me again
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