memphis

I have to find some way to convince my mother to let Tristan drive me to Memphis so we can go see Matisyahu and Les Claypool for the best concert ever. I really need something like that. To just kind of be free.
I'm so extremely disappointed in myself.....I had a chance and I blew it. My grades suck, and it's almost the end of junior year.
I can tell I'm pmsing because i'm being a total bitch to E. and Hill is pissing me off, so that's a sure sign that I'm pmsing. Cause I love that girl.
The guy I hooked up with two fridays ago was at school today. For a tennis match. He was playing Nathan. It was kind of funny just because he doesn't talk to me at all.
Why am I always pulled towards the douches?