Wednesday, April 29, 2009

I haven't felt like this in a long time

Hating my mother, highly annoyed by my best friends, constantly tired, always alone, missing him.

I think it's a mix of pms, stress, and just the season. It's near the end of the school year...I always get like this around this time. I always mess up. Everything is worse in Spring for me, usually. Freshman year, it was trouble about my C in English. Last year, grades...again, and boy problems. This year, grades. Again. I spy a pattern.
I just get so worn out. And it's so extremely frustrating. The more days go on, the more alone I feel, and the more effort I put into not feeling alone; this gets me no where, obviously.
I keep procrastinating on everything. I have to focus.

Right now, I don't have the time or inspiration to write anything close to intellectual. Just expression.

Show Me What I'm Looking For-Carolina Liar
Look it up.

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