Personally, I (and the majority of females) find it quite tacky for guys to tell other people our physical relationship. I hated hearing about how other people knew what I did with Ian. Especially people who I wouldn't expect to know. I feel like especially if you're a relationship...those kind of things are kind of personal, and close to only the partners in the relationship, and not the general public or sports teams or best friends or whoever else.
I keep telling myself I can't get wrapped into all that anymore. Because it only means bad for me. If you think about it...whenever I do, everything bad happens. When I found out that my show made it to Internationals, that same night everything happened. And there are more examples, but I've blocked bad memories from my mind for the most part, so I won't recount them now.
It's possible that I will write more later. But right now, I need to find inspiration. I need a muse.
later:
I'm a total mess. I didn't even bring my US history homework with me, I forgot my business book and I have to work tomorrow night. My mom is pissing me off and I'm tired as fuck.
I really really really miss my brother. He is the cheese to my mac. The one person that truly kept me sane. And I only saw him briefly today :( but luckily I got to speak with his father. That brightened up my day.
Once I got home though, it basically went like this:
-Smoke two drags of a cigarette then watch the rest go up in flames
-listen to my mom yell
-sleep
-eat
-distract myself
Not the most exciting life.
Words are not pictures. . .they are tools.
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