eyes are blind. you have to look with the heart

Ah. How I love summer. Today was boring, but all the same, it was nice to know I don't have any papers or homework or studying to do right now.
Though this bliss will end eventually. I have to work on my portfolio for my college auditions in a couple of weeks, and I should probably start thinking about my extended essay topic for IB. I need to go to WashU's library eventually with everyone else to research. But that doesn't start until like July, so that's good.
I'm upset that I missed The Decemberists concert last night. I totally forgot. At least I hadn't already bought the ticket. But I heard they were spectacular and I'm quite crestfallen about it all.

I'm having a party Friday night. And probably Saturday night too. It should be fun. :)
I need to convince my mother to let Riz take me to Carlyle this weekend so I can finally sail. Hooray!
I will miss all my friends going to France. I hope they will be safe :) I envy them. And it makes me miss Europe so much. I want to go back to Spain and go to a Flamenco show, or walk around the square. I want to go back to Morrocco and stare at the beautiful sea.
I miss Kenya so much. I miss all of my friends there, and all of the people. I miss the shopping there.

Sometimes I wish I could just get enough money so I could be one of those people who just live in Greece or Italy or London and have a flat there, and work in those areas. Europe is amazing because you can travel all around it because it is so small. That would be prime. It would be prime to work for a theatre in London or even Vienna. I know I will study abroad definitely, but the idea of living there indefinitely is intoxicating.

I am re-reading books. Like the Twilight series and the Harry Potter series. Sometimes it is tedious but that is okay. Still entertaining all the same. I need new things. I try to read Wuthering Heights but the beginning just gets to be so....boring to say the least.

Oh well. Viva la Vida.