Even though

he used to be my best friend, and my first true love, and the person I wanted to tell everything to, when I received his everything-but-cheerful Facebook message, I felt absolutely relieved. Okay, that's an overstatement. I felt pissed at first. But you know what? I'm happy. I'm happy we've just decided to not even communicate anymore. I mean obviously, he thinks I told his girlfriend. But that's not true. Guys (especially him) don't realize that girls are actually smart. Hear that? Girls are intelligent. We can put two and two together. We can tell when you are lying, we can tell when you are cheating, and we can definitely tell when you are being an asshole. Though, some of us are attracted to assholes, it takes a crap load of unnecessary drama to finally come to the revelation that we don't need you, we can deal with ourselves, and we don't deserve the bullshit you put us through for months or even years.
So this being said, I am blissful. Life couldn't be better. Well, if Madison were still my friend, it would definitely be better. But other than that, everything is good (*knock on wood0). I'm going to ITF next week with some of the coolest friends I have, and I'm going to join with hundreds of other students around the country that share my passion: theatre.
It's scary to think that I'm auditioning for colleges. Sometimes I still think that I'm ten years old just dreaming about going to college. But now it's almost here.....I mean hey, I still have one more year. But my senior year will probably go the fastest out of all my high school terms. Where has the time gone?
I know I've said this a million times, but this time I know that I mean it about 150%: I am over him. I love my life. And I can finally move on. He's a piece of crap of a boyfriend, and I can definitely do better.
♥summer '09 :)