bus

I feel like I've just been hit by a bus. One of those big buses....Coach buses...with the built in toilets. Right in the gut. It just aimed for me.
This shouldn't bother me...okay, maybe it should. So it does. The public pictures? they're gross. I mean...honestly I look down upon those who post pictures of them making out with someone else...i don't mind the whole cheek kiss thing...but it's all about having some type of tact. And that was just a total punch to my stomach.
and so was the fact that he thinks he has never been an asshole to me....that's bullshit. I just have to draw the line there. I'm tired of not being respected....from friends and otherwise.

and i thought I wasn't going to smoke a cigarette today...guess I was wrong. I have smoked one for the past three days....guess it's a spring break thing.